I could feel darkness in my vains. I had deep fear, deep fear for my life and soul. I had been thrown in the pool. A haze washed over me. I kicked in the water to keep myself afloat but to no avail. I sank beneath the waves. I felt panic then stopped. I could breathe, I could see. I felt changed. But no peace held on. my eyes moved around through the water and I could see myself. I was not alone. A big wolf was chained at the bottom of the pool on a big silver chain and his gray fur almost matched. He bared his teeth and lunged for me. NO! I yelled .. under the water. No, i knew. I knew. It, he, was a werewolf. The beast changed at the bottom inside the abandoned coliseum, church, with its pillars and broken walls. NO! I tried to jump and run and swim and just move out of the reaching distance of the werewolf. I wanted out of his grasp but I just couldn't get away. I made a gapping face. Yes, he had bitten me. I thought he would eat me. I was so scared, just wanting to get out, out of the pool. Away from the beast. He wanted freedom. He wanted to kill me. I had my hand on his chain dodging around his snapping jaws and I pulled... the chain broke! And free he was. He propelled through the water and up on the surface. I lingered under the water at the bottom beside the broken chain breathing as the water filled and turned red with my blood. I was on the surface of the water. I felt power. YES, power running through my entire being.

I even remembered my body coursing up and through with chills, back and forth. My chest heaved up like and invisible hand conjuring the very seat of my soul up off my bed.

My mind twisted. So so so Vivid. I felt power, I felt powerful. There was conversation. Anger filled my heart mind body soul. Anger turned to more power. I would no longer cower and fear NOTHING. I rose above the ground into the air. My head swayed as energy flowed through my vains through my body like pure ecstasy, the best feeling in the world, the best feeling I'd ever known. I was flying--floating through the air. How how was this possible? This was so real, impossible. My legs straight and my hands to my chest and abdomen. I leaned forward and pushed on. I floated flew above trees, leaf less trees. Barren ground with dead grass. Trees that looked like sticks. Trees in winter and fall. Over a field brown and yellow. Dead from the frost, sleeping through the winter. The cold dirt called up to me. I knew it was cold, I could feel its cold. Over more trees and there, the beast stood. Not the wolf. No, another beast. Body and torso of a werewolf but elongated out like a horses body would with four legs and a tail except his legs and tail were also wolf, the torso of a werewolf and a large body of a wolf. "You can't stop me!! You can't do anything to me!! Do you know who I am!!" he screamed to me from below. "You did this to me, you changed me, and you will suffer for it." I told him. My eyes, my Mind's eye as it does in dreams, went around in the air and i saw myself from the side. My face was shiny blue and blue like my eyes, yet white too. My hair tossed in the wind and I was wide eyed. Back in my head i bowed and stretched out my arms. I felt the chills and the air, the wind. I moved forward and he ran. The werewolf creature ran galloping and running like a horse and like a wolf. Holding up his upper body and he dodged through the trees and over fallen ones. He screamed down below. "You can't stop me! You'll never beat me!" I felt immense chills, god the chills. My mouth opened. i heaved up and my body arched. I felt a presence. A presence not around me but behind me. I slowed to turn my head and look behind. A brilliant brightest whitest angel, the brightest white, was behind me. He moved to me his wings not beating- simply suspended in motion. He floated and I could see the wind whipping around him like it was trying to touch him. His eyes threw bright white light like headlights, Yet I could still see his face. I saw the vast forest of dead trees below and behind him. My head leaned over and I turned back around. He would watch over me. He would protect me. He would be a guardian to me. I knew this.

--- fearlessness

Now looking back. Did I believe I was invisible? Yes I did. And did this angelic being know I was truly not invisible but could be wounded and was there to see with certainty that I would fulfil my mission? Yes, I believe this. But I felt the power. The supreme. Was what was given to me just a sample, a taste of true strength, power, and awesomeness? Question remains to be answered. I conjured up the memories. The absolute vividness and rapture of it all.

I pursued the beast down below, with the angel at my back... the dream fades away. My chest rises and falls as I take in the magnitude of it all. And I remember asking myself, was this-- did an entity come?

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