A Gift If You Would Call It That Mediums story

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Experienced on or around August 23rd, 2008 - by Dreamer

A Gift If You Would Call It That

Well I am new to this site and I guess I will start off by telling my story (bare with me I have never really told many people this before.) When I was about 5 yrs. old I started having dreams about people in my family passing away (I didn't know that was what they were doing at the time.) It was very realistic to me but when I told my parents they told me it was just a bad dream. Once I saw a girl I was friends with get kicked by a horse in my dreams a few weeks later at our county fair she walked behind the horse and was kicked in the chest. The gift advanced to where I could see and hear things but only when I am walking through a cemetary. I am a mother of two children and both times I was pregnant I would be walking through the cemetary (the cemetary is right by my house) I would hear this voice telling me the sex of my child way before I could have known by doctors. I have always thought I was nuts. I didn't realize other people were kind of like me until I started seeing things on television. I have tried to supress it over the years but it only makes me feel angry at everyone and depressed. Am I crazy?

Please can anyone help me understand better?

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June 16th, 2010 - 12:52pm - from helios

just embrace the ability that god has given you. like me and my friends have

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November 22nd, 2008 - 10:15pm - from boo

Your story is very much like mine. I saw things others did not since I was very small. I did not question any of it till I was a teenager. Throughout the years I embraced this ability. I read all I can about being psychic and a medium. Maybe going to the library and finding books on the subject will help you out. Unfortunately there are a lot of closed minded people out there, so it can be hard to find someone to talk to about it all. I am no expert, but if you have any specific questions you need answers to maybe I can help. Oh ya you are not crazy and the depression comes from feeling so much empathy for what is going on in the world around you. It is very important to clear yourself, your family and home on a regular basis.

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October 17th, 2008 - 9:18pm - from ghostgirl2009

Hi Dreamer.

I am also like you. I can also see and feel when spirits are near. And I can also talk to them. I have found some safe chatrooms where there are others like us that have these gifts and they helped me out. So you are definately not alone.

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October 6th, 2008 - 12:28am - from certifiable

Dreamer,

i can understand and relate to how you are feeling...i have been seeing, and feeling spirits ever since i was a small girl..i fortunately, had an aunt that knew and understood what i was going through, and helped me understand what was going on. once you understand, and realize that what you are able to do is a wonderful thing, it will get easier.

my brother was intuitive as well...both of us connected on a spiritual level that my mother could not understand...

i have learned that at nighttime, ( this is what my auntie taught me ) before i went to bed, i would say a prayer, and i would say out loud, that i am going to sleep, and that i did not want to be bothered tonight...i would always get a good nights sleep. i believe that if you are sensitive to the paranormal, that the spirits, or your guides will try to contact you through your sleep.

other nights if i am receptive, i will say after my prayer, if you want to talk then come...and yes generally they come...

best advice that i can give you is to be polite, respectful, yet firm and in charge..you must first be comfortable with this happening, because...yes your children might be sensitive as well...the more you know , the ;more you can ease their minds...

i wish all the luck with you...

P.S.

write down your dreams......it will help figure things out...

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August 25th, 2008 - 1:37pm - from Lurk

When my wife was a child, she had the ability to move things with her mind, she spoke to the static on the tv, and one of her best friends lived in the closet.

Unfortunately she opened up to this during a time when it wasn't "ok" to be different, and she was hospitalized for mental illness.

The point is; you have a gift... try and embrace it.

If for no other reason, because you're children are likely to have it as well, and they're going to need someone who understands what's going on to tell them that they're ok.

Besides, you know when I move on, I'm gonna come and haunt you and Zip for a few days... you know... just because I like giving ya a hard time. ;)