Experienced on or around November 27th, 2008 - by Bellalexxsiss
I wish it was easier
Well I know it has been a tremendously long period of time since I have written but I don't exactly want to become an open book if you understand. Well in my long absence I have encountered many more spirits and I have actually found out the identity of the woman who I referred to as the motherly entity that was with me while I was staying with my father. I will not reveal her last name but her first name is Suzette and she died giving birth to her 3rd child and only daughter. I tried reconnecting with her on a recent visit but sadly I had no such luck.
I have tried exceedingly hard and diligently to control many and most of my abilities. I will not lie it is strenuous and exhausting but in the long run it is worth it I am having much difficulties trying to not see them but blocking out and opening up to the voices is becoming easier.
I must confess that in all truth I am terrified every time I practice for on some occasions if I block out for a long period of time once I open up the voices and pain is excruciating but I will not give up thanks to the wonderful support of many a friends that I have made here on this site
I am not a medium, but I know a lady, Roxie, who is. She told me she can’t even drive downtown because there are so many spirits roaming around and that as soon as they notice she can see them they won’t leave her alone. The get in the car with her, and talk to her, and are so distracting she can’t concentrate on her driving. I don’t know if she can feel their pain, but apparently they all have an unpleasant life story to share with her.
Roxie said she has always been a medium and that it was especially hard for her as a teenager. I know life is difficult when you are just dealing with one reality…but dealing with another one that few can see but you? It must be three times as hard. She told me that her life is pretty much as depicted on the t.v. show, “Medium”.
